To em, my best friend... my panini head.
I never realised just how much you really meant to me. I miss you so much! I wish I could just face time you again and hear you talk about Tom Welling and how you married your high school sweetheart. We would often talk about forever boxes and ending up in an old people home together and how we would haunt each other if we were buried in a bra. I never in a million years thought you would beat me to it:.. this dosnt seem real it can't be! Maybe if I pinch myself I'll wake up and this will be some stupid dream... I'm just waiting for you to turn up at my door to suprise me like this is another one of your epic pranks. I'd give anything for this to be a prank... you knew me better than anyone I know...you were always there for me through think and through thin... the good and the bad you were the one constant in my life and I will never be able to thank you enough... who am I going to call when I need help with tech, or to let me know when it's time to clean the lint out of the washing machine filter or to tell my secrets too. Who will I FaceTime movies with and watch outlander with and do our traditional Christmas wrap and movie day with... who am I going to get matching tattoos with... I miss your laugh I miss your daily presence in my life.... your more than a best friend your my sister... my family... there is a hole in my chest that I don't think will ever leave. I will love and miss you for the rest of my life... you better meet me when I get to where you are so I can tell you again how much you mean to me and how you owe me the BIGGEST block of chocolate for making me do life without you... always stay close my angel I love you dearly you will never be forgotten-your idiot sandwich xxx 🫶🌻
